Thursday, September 21, 2006
Lazing the day away....
omg......
the exams are just around the corner.....
and i still haven't start revising.......
damn....
i really,really,really don't want to be held back....
if i continue being so lazy.....
i am sure to be held back......
have to buck up.....
have to get my head in the books......
but everytime time i try to do that...
i either fall asleep......
or get side tracked....
have to change my attitude on studying.......
Khairihazwan's black past on 11:19 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Dead
major boredom alert!!
ouhk what the heck did i do today?
hmm let's see.....
i ate....
i watched tv....
i played my uncle's guitar....
i burned a cd....
which is what i'm listening to right now....
i thought of stuffs....
stuffs that made me kinda sad...
made me pressure myself...
made me realise...
that i have to let myself go...
ouhk....
cut the crap now.....
this weekend is starting to look boring....
i wish that things aren't like this....
well...that's it about my "fun and exciting" day....
yeah right......
Khairihazwan's black past on 12:16 AM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
friends
i cried tonight...
no...
its not because of a girl...
its because of my friend...
he told me i should treasure my friends...
we had a disagreement...
the part that made me cried...
was when he told me that people said i befriended because of fame...
wanted to be cool or something....
WHAT THE HELL!!!!
ok2.....
another thing....
don't trust a friend too much......
i only trust a friend that i sincerely feel that its right....
ok that's all....
i gotta chill now....
Khairihazwan's black past on 12:36 AM
Friday, September 08, 2006
trapped in boredom....
What i did during the holidays?
hmm....let me think.....
i stare at this computer moniter.......
played the xbox my brother's friend left......
fiddled with my guitar.......
had alot of time to think.......a whole lot.....
aw man....
my brother's friend has a thing about war games.....
most of the games includes either killing.....
or military........
some few racing games and RPG games.......
now...
about the time i took thinking....
i've decided.....
i am going to be more laid back......
mellow maybe.......
i'll try not to think about teen angst and stuff.....
ouhk that about wraps this entry up.....
'til next time...
Khairihazwan's black past on 12:45 AM
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
*sigh*
haiz....
dead bored......
nothing much happen lately......
just that my brother's friend left his xbox at my house.......
and my cousins are adding me at friendster.......
practically my life is pretty boring.....
stayed up until more 5.30 last night......
did nothing much......
laid in bed.....thought about things....
well that's about it........
Khairihazwan's black past on 1:01 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006
driven me crazy..
haiz.....
ever want something really bad?
but not sure whether its best to have it?
i seriously have no idea what to do....
i want it so bad that i'm going nuts.....
but still....
i have second thoughts.......
if anybody knows what the hell i'm talking about.....
please help me.......
Khairihazwan's black past on 8:49 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
season of problems..
from my point of view....
i think alot of people has been having problems lately.....
really weird......
i see my friends and family.....
they all have been having problems.....
i ask myself.....
why are we having problems now....?
we weren't having much poblems at the beginning of the year......
must be a problem phenomenon or something......
i myself have problems......
and believe me.....i barely have problems....
but my problems has been resolve.....
so no more worries....
Khairihazwan's black past on 9:11 PM
