Time stood still as the gravitational force of the earth pulls him down to his knees.Such a weight grows deep in him from out of the blue.The heavenly light of day that surrounded him turned as black as night.Amazing how a human body can seemed so weak.All that he can hear is footsteps fading slowly...

About

name: Khai
nick: Bludhaven
school: Northland Sec. Sch.
birthday: Classified info
hobbies: Thinking
fav music: Wide range of rock

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Wants
A new handphone
Own laptop
Gibson/Epiphone 1953 Firebird VII
A semi-acoustic guitar
Travel to countries like Canada
Relaxed,problem-free life

Monday, November 27, 2006

love attraction....

ouhk on this entry i'm going to blab about love.....yes love,love,love,love,love,love.....this topic has been in my mind so long that its creating cob-webs.....the thing about guys trying to get girls is that......guys either wanna feel how its like to be loved or they want someone to be on their side......is it the same with girls???tag and tell me........ok when in the relationship....i don't really get why there must be arguements on small matters.....isn't it enough just to love each other???why must there be arguements???ok to those couples out there who is curious why both of you always argue with each other.....why argue??you two do love each other right??if you do both of you would think its foolish to argue.....the important thing is that you both love each other that's all....even if you both stumbled upon an arguement.....you should surrender......"mengalah" as they say in malay.....so i guess that's about it with this entry.....

p.s. couples if you're arguing.....stop and think about how and why did you fall in love in the first place.....WORLD PEACE!!
Khairihazwan's black past on 10:01 PM

Sunday, November 26, 2006

dreams,thoughts,fantasies....

i have a large good imagination....ever since i was a kid i could imagine being like those superheroes on the telly...that's how i build an interest to superheroism....i think imagining is a hobby i do everyday...at school,outside,at home...my imagination always runs wild.....recently i imagined being married,having a wife,holding on to a degree of something and owning a house.....awesome......

imagination reviews:getting married,my band performing infront of an audience,doing romantic stuffs,having super powers and way more......

there's just no limit to imagining......i think imagination runs dreams too.....once i dreamt falling from the top of a building,waterfall.....the feeling is breath-taking but not scary at all.....feeling tha taste of freedom.....

well that's all for this entry....
thanks to anyone who reads this bloody blog.....

p.s. i'm trying to figure out when that special day is....
Khairihazwan's black past on 10:53 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

OK day

wow...my mum is nice....she said if i lend her $30 she'll give me back double the amount tomorrow....thanks mum!And she also said that maybe she'll buy me this little drum kit.....it cost around $300......its has pads and stuff.....hey i know its not a real drum but its ok to have.....

omg.....including last night.....i've fallen asleep before 4 o'clock three times or more.....the weird thing is...i always wake up 2 hours later.....freaky....i would feel upset about it and all but its no big deal.....but kinda weird.....only 2 hours of sleep.....later my mum is going to a garden in a kampung somewhere....i rather stay at home with eyes on the computer screen....i think i'll go act like a rockstar now.....i'm just acting...

peace out and rock on fellow readers!!!

P.S. i don't mind other people following me by ending their blog entries with 'p.s.'...its not like i invented it......use it freely!
Khairihazwan's black past on 1:50 PM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

taadaa!!

i just updated this blog...its really kinda boring though...its not much seen by people....
my plans for the holidays so far has been lazing at home doing nothing but going online.....go to sleep at 3-5 in the morning and wake up at noon....but once i woke up at 7....totally energized...weird...i slept for like only an hour....freaky....i don't go out much too.....i wanna go out with friends...but they usually have other plans.....i mean what's the point of going out if you don't know where to go,with who and what you wanna do.....i don't see my friends alot....sigh....

on the other hand...wanna know what i do staying up until 3- 5 sumtimes 6 in the morning??well you can't...that's for me to know and you to find out...those who know..keep it on the low down....

well that's it i guess......haha...i usually end my entries with p.s. .....and it looks like some people are starting to do the same thing.....

p.s. i want to chase that fantasy,together....
Khairihazwan's black past on 7:17 PM

Monday, November 13, 2006

Awws

ok ok..i know i haven't been updating so here it goes....

lately i've been getting my hopes high..i'm believeing in fate and stuff...not to mention love...
oh yeah i recorded my own song...not much but i'm proud of it...i just used a mic and my computer...wish i could like add drums though....ok now movie review....The Covenant....really cool.....the show is about the descendants(not sure about the spelling) of the 1st 5 families who started witchcraft.....The Sons Of Ipswich.....they all get powers and do hell of stuff.....then one of them get power hungry and all,blablabla.....want to know more?GO SEE THE MOVIE!!!...

i'm starting to see things clearer now....erm....can't explain much about it because i don't exactly know how....

well that's it i guess..

p.s. your awws melt me!
Khairihazwan's black past on 9:18 PM

Friday, November 03, 2006

Acceptence....

Harlow!!!!

I'm estatic.I don't really know what the word means.But nevermind.I think i've accepted the fact that some dreams can never come true.And its possible i'm estatic because i've lost my insanity.Well....so be it.My friend says i'm like this because i'm hiding something.Maybe i am.But i don't know what i'm hiding.She said the last time she acted like this was because she was hiding a broken heart.Am i heart broken?Its possible.But i'm not sure.I'm not sure of anything nowadays.But i'm sure that i want to eat tacos or buritos.Yummy!Too bad taco bell don't deliveries.Right now i'm so so so so so so so damn bored.I really wanna go out but where?With who?

ouhk that's all for now...
P.S. Dialled...No Answer
Khairihazwan's black past on 7:23 PM

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